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Sunday, 21 September 2008

Wednesday, 17 September 2008

  • hurts like a mother

    got my wisdom teeth taken out this morning & damn, does it hurt. they didn't give my vicodin as hoped, so i'm relying on tylenol extra strength right now. i can't say it's doing the trick. i'm supposed to be getting bed rest & taking it easy, but since i'm moving out on friday doesn't look like that's going to happen any time soon.

    amidst the craziness of moving, i thought this was interesting.

    saw this on Franny's blog, decided to give it a go.

    You entered: Kirsten B-------z A----o

    There are 21 letters in your name.
    Those 21 letters total to 101
    There are 8 vowels and 13 consonants in your name.

    What your first name means:

    ScottishFemaleVariant of Kirsty: Christian. A Scottish variant of Christina.
    ScandinavianFemaleChristian. Scandinavian form of Christine.
    NorseFemaleChristian.
    LatinFemaleVariant of Christiana. Follower of Christ.
    GreekFemaleChristian.
    EnglishFemaleVariant of Christine, Christina, and Christiana. Follower of Christ.
    DanishFemaleChristian.

    Your number is: 2

    The characteristics of #2 are: Cooperation, adaptability, consideration of others, partnering, mediating.

    The expression or destiny for #2:
    A number 2 Expression gives you the tools to work very well with other people. Your destiny is in the role of the mediator and the peacemaker. In many ways you are dependent on others and seem to function best in a partnership or in some form of group activity. Modesty runs deep in your nature, and you can work comfortably without recognition of your accomplishments. Often, others get credit for your ideas, and this is of little real concern to your since you are such a willing team player. As you grow in this direction, you become sensitive to the feelings of others, you are ever diplomatic in handling complicated situations. Cooperative, courteous, and considerate, you have the capacity to become an outstanding facilitator. You know how to organize and handle people. You are a good detail person because you rarely overlook anything. Tactful and friendly, nearly everyone likes you.

    The negative 2 personality can be over-sensitive and easily hurt. Too much of this number in your makeup can make you very shy and uncertain. Sometimes the excessive 2 energies makes one apathetic and somewhat indifferent to the job at hand; the ability to handle details is hampered in these cases.

    Your Soul Urge number is: 5

    A Soul Urge number of 5 means:
    The 5 soul urge or motivation would like to follow a life of freedom, excitement, adventure and unexpected happening. The idea of travel and freedom to roam intrigues you. You are very much the adventurer at heart. Not particularly concerned about your future or about getting ahead, you can seem superficial and unmotivated.

    In a positive sense, the energies of the number 5 make you very adaptable and versatile. You have a natural resourcefulness and enthusiasm that may mark you as a progressive with a good mind and active imagination. You seem to have a natural inclination to be a pace-setter. You are attracted to the unusual and the fast paced.

    You may be overly restless and impatient at times. You may dislike the routine work that you are engaged in, and tend to jump from activity to activity, without ever finishing anything. You may have difficulty with responsibility. You don't want to be tied down to a relationship, and it may be hard to commit to one person.

    Your Inner Dream number is: 6

    An Inner Dream number of 6 means:
    You dream of guiding and fostering the perfect family in the perfect home. You crave the devotion from offspring and a loving spouse. You picture yourself in the center of a successful domestic unit

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    so much of this is true, especially right now.
    i blogged this on my other blog, which i haven't been publicizing yet. but if you're a good stalker (like me) you can find it.

    is it really over?

    on another note, is it ever going to happen?

    next week is going to kill me.

    back to packing.

Monday, 15 September 2008

  • early

    my sleeping pattern is messed up i think.
    after three consecutive mornings of waking up before 8am, it's caused a change in my sleeping habits. even though i fell asleep at 3 and i'm mad tired right now, i can't fall back asleep. i'm pretty sure it's also because i have a million things running through my mind right now.

    anyways, before i go off into emofest 2008, can i just say that summer retreat was awesome. i had a blast. mad props to core & everyone else who helped make it happen. i really needed the weekend to retreat from the pressures of moving and motp & just spend some time with my logFam & most especially Him. i've really missed Him and it was just beautiful to be able to spend time with him, especially in such a beautiful place. i love that retreat has been at lake jennings for the past 3 years, because it sparks such great memories from past retreats, but there's always room for new memories during each retreat. and there were quite some memorable times shared this past weekend.

    so, pelican bay will be officially locked up on friday. i'm pretty sure i'm surpressing a lot of emotions. i can't believe a week from now, i'm going to be waking up at home. with no awesome roommate (well, except my parents and grandma). in buena park. i know irvine's not far, but it's certainly not like being here. having the ability to say "hey ____, wanna have lunch?" or "_____, let's go to buffalo exchange." even "i'm freaking bored, ____. wanna come over and be bored with me?" i know it's not goodbye forever. and i know there's so much to look forward to at this point. but still, i'm very sad to leave this place.

    got an anon. comment on my last post:
    "what i'm saying is, you seem to be forcing change too much. change does need a push, but don't overdo it"
    i'm not really sure who that is, but it seems like i'm supposed to know who it is. i have a feelings, but sometimes i can be really off on intuition. it's probably someone really close to me, i'm just not aware. anyways, i think it's true. i'm forcing change, because frankly, parts of my life right now need change. because if i don't push harder, things will stay the same way that they have been for the last few years. and i can't keep living my life like that. it's putting a strain on so many different things. i'm really thankful for whoever wrote this, because it seems like you're just watching out for me. and i know i don't always know what i'm doing, but i really need to make a change. but i hope i'm not over doing it either. i've been seeing moving home and other things going on in my life, as the new chapter in my life. because, it's a big change. there's no way that things will be the same. i'm not saying EVERYTHING is going to change, because everything won't. but things are definitely going to be different.

    i'm blabbering. next topic:

    i've got a crazy few weeks ahead:
    - pick up contacts today
    - finishing packing, for the move out on friday
    - contacts follow up tomorrow
    - mass on the plaza practices galore
    - wisdom teeth extraction on wednesday
    - trying to enjoy my last days in irvine (but it seems unlikely)
    - finding time to go to the doctor for my ankle/eye-twitch
    - fixing my room at home, because it looks like a warzone in there
    - welcome week & first meeting

    i'm really looking forward to new york in october. i can't wait.

    you look so dumb right now. srsly.

    since i can't really fall back asleep right now, might as well start my day early.

    bye.


Saturday, 13 September 2008

  • that was fun.

    it was.

    anyways, i'm thinking about moving to a new blog.
    new chapter in life.
    might do what dumo did. i mean, how can you not follow that man? he's the future of the United States of America! but yeah, thinking about going blogspot. the only trouble is, i need a good name. i don't want to use a catchphrase like usual, because we all know how my catchphrases die out quickly.

    i'm mad tired.
    so tired, that i'm mad. but not really.

    goodnight my friends. have a fun and safe weekend.

Thursday, 11 September 2008

  • a lot can happen in a week

    I FINISHED COLLEGE, FOREAL!!!!!!!!!!!
    what up, in your face!
    i took my last college final ever yesterday. CRAZY.

    my eye is on the twitch again. i guess there are still a few things to be stressed about.

    i'm up early right now because i'm stomach hurts. i can't fall back asleep.

    i know what you want. oh geez, i'm in a pickle. but do i necessarily want to get out of it?? someone help me.

    my ankle doesn't really hurt anymore, but it's still swollen. i can move it. i don't know.

    i'm getting my last 2 wisdom teeth pulled next week. my mom's trying to fit everything insurance related, before i don't have anymore insurance. good good.

    i've been really distracted as of late, and my mind has been wandering. i wonder why. crap. damnit, i hate being in a pickle.

    there's going to be a lot of driving back and forth from homehome to irvine in the next couple of weeks. moving home. but coming back for motp practices. welcome week. first meeting.

    it's weird not having to look forward to/dread going back to school when summer i over.

    goodbye school, hello life. poocha bro, man.

    ouch, my stomach really hurts now.

    peace.

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    • Name: kirsten
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  • hi. i'm kirsten. i go to UCI. =] i'm freakin weird. i love my friends& family dearly. i heart singing. i love art. and i LOVE GOD. &i'm addicted to changing my hair. aaaand the rest is history.

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